SisterCherie

contrary to what i might have said elsewhere i love my girlfriend, and i regret writing bad about her.
it was a moment of pathetic weakness from my side.

she has always been supportive, still is despite her knowing what horrible stuff i had wrote behind her back.
truth is, i dont deserve her attention or support. She has endured alot with me, im not an easy person. Had a identity crisis 5 month's ago where i left behind all from my old life moving away and sadly writing some nasty stuff on the internet.

if it makes it any better know that this "sistercherie" was a getaway account for me in that period. It was a alter ego where i could get away from the real world. And it weren't really what i wanted with my life. Hence the fake name. and anonymous account.

i regret ever writing what i did, but i honestly thought my account was so anon that nobody ever would connect it to me. Least of all my lovely girlfriend. The worst thing is, 2 days after moving away i stopped using the alter ego alltogether. And absolutely despised that i had stopped to such level.

i however didn't want to be associated with it and just left it. Should have deleted it on hindsight.